WuGuiTou-- .

2009-02-06T20:29:00.002+08:00

Feeling lost, no where to go.

when will I break down after having to struggle everyday with
excessive amount of assignments given?

when?

Let me have a big cry and be strong to face those tough days ahead.

My life hasn't been going too well lately..
Even going for dance practices makes me feel direful!!

To be frank here,
my passion for blogging had dropped.

I can't even manage to fork out just a little bit of time to blog.
*sobs*

So, readers..
I'm sorry. Will be hardly updating my blog. )=

2009-01-25T10:33:00.002+08:00

新年的气氛又来了！

The atmosphere of Chinese New Year is here again!

As I walked around Bugis Street yesterday with my mum, it was
dramatically happening over there! Teenagers around my age were
busy buying their new year's clothes. Ha ha... While the adults were
at the temple praying --- praying for a good new year, I guess! =) Songs
were played loudly at any shops. Every things around you were partially
in red.

There's this incident which I will like to bring up.
I over heard this terrible conversation.
It seemed that a boy/girl who was doing his/her hair extensions ran off when he/she
was almost done. Such a thing to happen before the start of CNY is really terrible.
I hope the person will reflect on his/her doings and turned over a new leaf! =)

I strongly believed, if you want the rest of the year to flow nicely, you should
start doing something good for now! like, ya know.. good deeds. =)

Also, no vulgarities to be used on this few days. *

I love this kind of atmosphere.
It's a happy occasion!
Happy Chinese New Year to all of you!

xoxo,
Tracy.

2009-01-09T18:26:00.005+08:00

"Faith" and "Confidence" are two words

we must imbibe ourselves with

if we want to accomplish anything.

I hadn't been using computer and watched a TV programme
for the past few days. I spend all of my free time on studies. =) It was difficult
to live without a computer and a tv --- difficult to adapt to a new style.
Somehow, I managed by all means. So, I'm proud of myself! Ha ha.

I'm still considering whether I should apply to sit for O level English papers.
Hmm, should I? I wondered, what are the disadvantages and advantages
of me siting for O level English papers. Will it be too difficult for me..?

Any advices for me, anyone?
Please share your thoughts with me! =)

Also, rest assured, I won't be qutting dance. ♥
Why should I quit dance because of the cheorographer?
Why should I quit dance when we aren't any more hip-hop dancers.
Why should I?

I have to be strong and stay in dance.
Fight for my rights. hee hee

Knowing how to manage your time is very important
especially when you're sitting for your major examinations.

YOU THERE!
Have you been studying?
If your answer is a 'no', please start studying!
It's never too late to study right now. =)

2009-01-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

you're the ocean.

A beautiful ocean where I almost drowned.
I will never come near this beautiful ocean again..

Normal lessons will be conducting next week.
s . t . r . e . s . s!!

I wonder how can we manage our stress?

Life..
ain't gonna be the same anymore.

Each time, we grow older, life gets tougher.
agree? (=

Never look back to the days you thought you were a failure,
look forward and tell yourself, you still have a chance.

Hopefully, I will be able to pull through this bumpy year without
any obstacle!

2009-01-01T12:51:00.003+08:00

Nasi Lemak became my nightmare!

Before I continue my post,
let me wish all of you a very happy new year!! =)

Recently,my "cute" little dad has been buying Nasi Lemak for our breakfast every
saturdays and sundays, even the days he's off from work.
That eventually caused me to hate Nasi Lemak to the core. I wish Nasi Lemak
would stop bugging me and leave me alone!!! Imagine if you were to eat the
same food for many times, you will feel sick right! Yeah, I'm so sick of Nasi Lemak
right now. Meanwhile, I think Nasi Lemak has fallen in love with me. L-O-L

Guess what.. during the last day of my work..
The queen was so nice that she bought breakfast for us! The moment when
I was about to eat, my nightmare appeared!!! I almost puked. However,
without any choices left, I had to eat the food.. That was really horrbile..

Hey you over there,

STOP APPEARING IN MY DREAMS!!!

2008-12-25T00:26:00.004+08:00

Its Christmas once again!

I'm hereby to wish all of you to have a joyful Christmas this year!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

Most of you out there might be celebrating Christmas in Church..
Or some might be celebrating Christmas in town..
Or some might even be celebrating Christmas with your family,relatives
and friends with tuckey, wine and log cake to match on.

awwwwwwwwwww.
How nice.

Whereas mine..
will be a simple one!

Be spending the whole day with my family!

Simple yet sweet. I guess. (=

My precious mummy got me a MP3 player for Chirstmas present.
In return, I'm gonna treat her lobster when I get my next pay.
HA HA HA.

xoxo,
Tracy

2008-12-21T19:43:00.003+08:00

It's a round day!

I made tang yuans for my family just now.
Unfortunately, I used rice flour instead of glutinous flour....
So in the end, they turned out to be very hard. To my surprise, my family ate
them finished. I was so touched! Because my hard work doesn't
seem to be wasted. 'Family seemed to be united once again'

This is a conversation between my mummy and I.

Note: If you have seen the 'Little Nonya' show, you will understand more.

My mummy is like the 'Choy Choy'
While I'm like 'Yue Niang'

I was serving her tang yuan..
and she was acting to be 'Choy Choy'

Mummy: "mmmmmmm, it smell nice"
Me: *nodded head*
Then, she started trying..
Mummy: "mmmm, hao chi. hao chi. TAI hao chi le."
Mummy: "tang yuan is abit hard, but its nice eating it together with
the soup"

Then, we started bursting out laughters.
Because, it was extremly hilarious when she said them in Chinese!!!
Hahahaha..

My mummy is the cutest mummy in the world!

2008-12-20T20:10:00.002+08:00

If you can live forever,
what do you live for?

The queen booked the tickets through her phone yesterday so we managed to
catch this movie after work. All I want to comment is, Edward is VERY hot in this
movie! His role was fantastic --- a vampire. Oh well, some scenes were rather
violence. Overall, it's nice but it can be improved more. (=

Can't wait to get Christmas presents for my family and friends!
I want to go shopping alone!!! Shopped till there's a hole in my pocket!
I can only be spendthrift when I'm using my own money! aha.

I can't wait for my next pay.
I can't.

2008-12-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

SAUCES.

with every determination and every sacrifices,
one's dream is easy to be fulfilled.

That's what I always believed in.
So, work hard in pursuing after your dreams, everyone!

Today was my first day of work.
Everything turned out pretty good! Yay. So after our hard work,
the queen(that's what we call our lady boss) treated all of us pizza!
She's so nice! It's a pity that I will be working for just a short period
because school's re-opening s-o-o-n! I made quite a lot of friends
over there too! Ha ha. Now I know how it feels like to work like an adult!
And, it means.. I've grown up! Ha ha ha.Oh well, what I'm looking forward
most is my pay day!! Can't wait to get my pay!!!
Because, I need to buy this, I need to buy that! Ha ha ha ha.

Before I end this post,
I will like to remind all of you to do remember to eat tang yuan
with your family this coming Sunday!

2008-12-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

Never! Never! Never!!!!!!!!!

Never in my life I had felt sad when I'm dancing.
Never in my life I had felt angry when I'm dancing.
Never in my life I had wasted my tears!

I will definitely prove to you that we ain't any weak dancers
whom you can pick on! The next practice, I will give it all
my best!

you better watch out.
you better not cry.
SANTA CLAUS WILL BE PICKING ON YOU SOON!

hmph hmph hmph!!

2008-12-10T17:40:00.003+08:00

Today's topic will be:

Why do we blog? Who do we blog for?

Do we blog in order to kill time?
Do we blog in order to become more famous?
Do we blog to aware people how have our life's been?

Do we blog for ourselves?
Do we blog for our readers?
Do we blog for money?

why do blogger blog?

I still remembered how did I first started blogging.
It was when I fall in love with my senior whom I also mistook him
for my Akai Ito(soul mate). This love story of mine was cute and also,
heartrending. It was an "underground" relationship. Because, I
really loved him.. I want to keep our memories together. So, I decided
that I shall keep an online diary for the both of us. However, this love
ended after a month and 28 days. After two years had passed,
I realized it was pointless to keep it, so I deleted it ---- moved on.

It seemed like a drama love story huh,
but it did happened to me.

I did not stopped blogging after it ended, in fact,
I continued as I realized blogging has became my habit also my hobby.

Question (1):
Who do I blog for?

Answer:
I used to blog for him.
Now, I blog for everyone.

Question (2):
Why do I blog?

Answer:
Obviously, I do not blog for money nor to gain more fame.
I blogged in order to bring in more colours into my reader's
life. As, I'm one of a cheerful kind, always entertaining in my
own way.. never failed to make someone's day. Also because,
I fallen in love with blogging!

2008-12-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

Amazing tricks.

A match that to be played fairly seemed so fake.

Since young, I hate watching soccer matches.
Because, its so lame! So many people chasing after a ball,
who ever gets it have to aim for a strike.

However, this year.. I'm different! I actually watched today's
soccer match (Singapore V.S Myanmar). I longed knew
Singapore would had won. Unfortunately, it wasn't an enjoyable
match to watch at all! I had to say that this is sure an unreasonable
match!! I would really want both countries to rematch and play
fairly. I will soon put up clips relating to today's soccer match
to prove why today's match is an unreasonable one. Not to forget
that referee too. He wasn't doing his part! He didn't whistle at
the right time but he whistle at the wrong time. IF the referee ever
did his part, would myanmar players protest!? I don't think so.

oh man, what has the world come to?

A big congrats to LIONS (Singapore soccer players)
for getting into semi—finals!

Every action has a reason behind.
Just like every protest has a reason behind.

2008-12-04T20:15:00.003+08:00

No matter what,

I overslept today so I had to rush to meet my girlfriends.
The first word I burped out when I first saw them was a
vulgar word! woops. I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it. I get pissed
when I have to rush. so yeah, ha ha.

I even told them that the word, 'cheebye' was a 'good morning'.

Soon, every one of us went 'cheebye' here and there.
Which is a 'good morning'. ha ha . =P

Today was definitely a very bad day for me!
Because, everyone of us got drenched in the heavy rain after
buying our lunch from the hawker centre. Even though, we
had two big umbrella with us.. we still got wet!!! ):
My shoes, my clothes - my everything were wet! Luckily, 小妹
borrowed me her spare clothe if not I think I will freeze to death
in the studio. Thanks for saving my little life, vivi!

Not only that, I seemed to lose my interest in dancing later on!
I don't know why that feeling came back. I just feel sick and
tired of today's practice. I've got no more energy left.. I just
feel like going home. I guess I'm tired. But yeah, I endured it
through the whole practice. Tomorrow's practice gonna be
a long day too. I guess I would be joining the rest around
afternoon because, I want to have sufficient rest. Or else,
I think I might fall sick.

Thereafter, I wondered..
did I rely onto you too much?

You are the first who I can think of when ever
I need someone so badly because I know where ever
I am, you would always be there.

2008-12-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

Silly, Sillier, Silliest..

This post shall be dedicated to the one and only, Wei Chang!!
Hey boy, I don't know hows your life without me. How ever, thanks
for everything you had done for me. I guess no one will be as
silliest as you to make a bento for me when I claimed in my previous
post that I really want to have one!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ You had got all my
favourite foods/dessert in that cute little lunch box! Seeing that
bento really makes me so full even though I only had my very first
meal in the afternoon. I can't bear to eat it!! So, I shall wait till tomorrow!!
Shall have it during my lunch break!! aha. ^_^ Even if the food gets
rotten, I still will eat them up!! Because, you brought it especially for me!!
Your efforts didn't went to the drain!! ^_^

"Truth are always scary or perhaps, cunning"

Ivan,
I'm so sorry for not biding my "last" farewell to you
when you left for Japan. Anyway, do take care of yourself
and return to Singapore safetly ya! I wanted to get you something
before you left for Japan, but ... I got carried away with many things..
Sorry! Also, don't worry about me! I'm sure I will be able to pull
through the hard trainings! Remember, nothing gonna break me
torn/apart/down! Because, I'm Tracy Marion K.Y.N!!!! =P

Jacintha,
Hey baby, you're so sweet to inform me that you will be leaving for
India the other day! Well, do take care of yourself!!! India is so
happening now a days!! So yeah.. I hope you find your true love
there too! Hahaha. Locked him inside your luggage and leaked him
into Singapore secretly! =P I love you so much! Thanks for being
the sweetest baby of mine!

2008-11-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

Last thing on my mind.

Before I shall go and have some rest, I want everyone of you to know
that I'm craving for bento right now!!!!!!!!

Imagine..

You just had a long and tiring day..
You were starving for hours.
Then, someone came and gave you a bento!
HOW WILL YOU FEEL?
HAPPY RIGHT!!

If it was me, my heart will melt. Haha.
That's so sweeeeeeeeeet.

Look at this bento!

ISN'T IT CUTE!!!

With that bento and a Strawberry Smoothie for your drink,
it will be the best feeling in the world!! Ha ha ha.

Ahh, I'm drooling!!!!

I hope my mum-mum will make me a bento when ever I'm having dance
practices at ODT studio. Because, I wouldn't want to go to the nearest
hawker centre and have my lunch.. When it comes to food, I'm picky.
I want to have a healthy bento!!!!

I'm so exhausted these few days! D:
4 hours of dance practices each day!
4 hours x 5 days = 20 hours!
Including tomorrow, It will be 24 hours!
OH MY.. TOTAL OF 24 HOURS OF PRACTICES
THIS WEEK!!

2008-11-27T20:25:00.003+08:00

I found me when I'm dancing.

Intensive dance practices for this whole week including Saturday too.
Sometimes, I just feel like giving up - giving up on dance. As dance
practices are beginning to be even tougher. However, the thought of
wanting to be a graceful dancer pulls me back. So I will persevere till the end.
Bruises everywhere on my legs and my back hurts.. No, I ain't complaining.
To be a better dancer, you have to pull through everything - even the hardest
part.

P/s: It seemed like one of my wishes were heard upon today.
P/ss: I hope that I could make good use of this opportunity.
P/sss: I still have a lot to learn to become a good dancer.

The little pain in my heart seemed to be faded away but ...
it came back after a while. Because, he's back to his old
usual life (which I hated the most). I thought I could make a
difference in his life but after all, I can't. I just want him to
live his life happily. Maybe, his old usual life is the best for
him - is the best for us too. ت

Boy, just don't get into troubles.
Be safe and sound always.

My life is getting better too. In many ways...
I'm happier right now.

*Smile super wide*

till here.

2008-11-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

A little hurt, A little disheartening.

I'm sorry. I was the one who let go of you.
I felt happier letting you go. I felt sad as well.
Don't wait for me anymore. ): We can only be friends.
You can never be what I want you to be. ):

Just stick to your old life, live your life happily.
Forget me. Just treat me as your friend from now on..
):

All those times we once shared were really cute and
memorable. I always love bullying you, I always love
acting petty in front of you.. so that you could dote me more.
I love burying myself into your chest because it makes me
feel secure when I'm with you. I love your smell because it
makes me feel comfortable.. I think I will miss you feeding
me food like a baby..

Just like today, I was with my dance friends.. having our dinner
in Subway. How I wish you were just beside me, feeding me
that big big bread and rubbing my dirty mouth with lots of
bread crumbs with tissue.

The road that we used to walk feels so lonely with out you.
I felt like I'm the one left on earth..

Over all, I do miss you..
But, good bye. I gotta let you go.

One month of happiness.

2008-11-15T20:28:00.004+08:00

Do come back.

Somebody please help me tell the little hunk in pink(above picture)
that Tracy has been missing him ever since he went back to Thailand!

Hey little cutie cheetah,
please do not forget me and all the times we once spend together.

Do come back and visit me!
Oh cheetah, I miss you kissing my cheeks!
I miss you disturbing me!
I miss you playing with my hair!
I miss you knocking on my door every morning(to wake me up)!
I miss playing PSP with you!
I miss fighting to snatch Kieran's PSP with you!
I miss hugging you!
I miss you feeding me sweets!!
I miss scaring you! (HA HA HA )
I miss hearing your voice.
I miss hearing you singing rubbish songs to me!
I miss you missing me when you can't find me anywhere!

I miss everything about you.

Cheetah (his actual name isn't spelled like this but the pronouncation is
still the same) is my uncle's son. He's a mixed. (: This little cutie here is
a total hunk! I bet when he grow up, he will be a playboy! ha ha ha..

2008-11-14T20:54:00.002+08:00

I don't want to be alone.

Gemma wifey, Jacintha baby and Yvonne darling had already fled off.
Gemma went to Vietnam, Jacintha baby went to Cambodia while Yvonne
went to Europe. awwwwwww.

They will be back in a week time! I can't help missing them..

Yuliana dear, Xiao Yu 姐姐 and Shu Xin 姐姐 are not in Singapore too..
They are back in their hometown while Tracy is left alone.. ):
I too, wanna go to somewhere far away.. P/s: Its been years since I last
travelled.

I don't like to spend my holidays without girlfriends. ): so lonely! so cold..
Luckily, Ah girl is not travelling to any where yet..
If not, I will be wailing like a baby!(or this little chicken here) Because,
I don't want to be separated away from her! ): She mean a lot to me!

To all my girlfriends who are not in Singapore, Tracy misses you all like h e l l !
Do come back soon!
BUY ME CUTE STUFFS AND I WILL FORGIVE YOU ALL FOR LEAVING ME!
HA HA HA HA HA.

No one wants to be alone.

2008-11-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

✿Every little times with you✿

I know I haven't been updating my blog for so long.
So here I am. :)

P/S: I'm a busy lady!

Life is always full of surprises.
agree?

In the end, after so much troubles, I and him got together. ♥
This love is true, it's not a dream. :)

Been spending the past few weeks to go school for lessons,
excursions and dance practices.(P/s: I went to Maths
class for only a time!) And of course, I did spare some
of my busy time with sweetie. :)

Confession:
To be frank, I thought the relationship with sweetie will be a
tough one.. Because I didn't really have so much trust in
it then.. However, after spending quite some time with him,
we grew closer - our love grew closer. I'm loving him more
and more each day.

p/sss: this is not a mushy post! :)

"Don't feel sad if you didn't get me,

feel happy because we were once close

together. Memories are always forever"

Everyone,
please be happy for me, not worried, sad or even frown.
I'm a grown up girl now. I am no longer the old little Tracy anymore.

2008-10-26T11:31:00.003+08:00

✿떡볶이✿

Duk Bok Ki

C'MON EVERYONE, DROOL!!
This is one of my favourite korean foods,
Spicy rice cake! It is not that spicy(for me).
IT'S SUPER YUMMYYYYYYY!!!

I recommend everyone of you to go try it!
From what I know, I guess the korean outlet in Bugis Junction
served by a Korean lady sells the best spicy rice cake. (:

Other outlets such as the one in Takashimaya, doesn't
taste that nice(it taste super funny) like the one in Bugis Junction.

Be a good brother.
Be a good friend.
Lastly, be a good boyfriend of mine.

2008-10-23T14:29:00.003+08:00

✿It will always be there✿

Broken hearts can be healed.
How ever, there will always be a scar left behind.

A scar that will be implanted in your heart forever..

_________________________________________________________

I can't believe that I'm going to be a secondary 4 student next year!
I can't believe that I will be taking my 'N' level next year!
I can't believe that 2008 is coming to an end!

Every one is ageing in a matter of time.

I don't want to grow up.
Oh dear, why can't we remain at a limited age of our choice?

I guess all we have to do now is to start cherishing everything around
us right! Or else, we will regret! There shouldn't be a 'regret' found in
our life. (:

I will definitely cherish next year with all of my secondary friends! ♥

oh God, please let our friendship last as long as possible.

Lastly,let nothing come between us,my love.

2008-10-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY, SHOULDN'T I ?

I can't believe I'm so blur even while ordering food!

Look at this conversation between me and a young lady.

I was still deciding what to order. Then, a few seconds
later, the young lady appeared in front of me! I was a bit of
shocked. Because, that's a fast move!

uh huh.. here it goes.
I spoke to that lady in Chinese.

Me: "Errr.. Errr.. Errr.. Sister" *seeing those dishes on the board.*
Lady: *waiting*
Me: "I want ... many many vegetables.. that dish." (I forgotten that dish name in Chinese!!)
Lady: *blur* "many many vegetables... ?"
Me: "ya. many many many many vegetables... that dish!!!"
Lady: *think for a few seconds* "Ohh, you mean mixed vegetables?"
Me: "OH!!! YA!!! MIXED VEGETABLES!!!!!"
Lady: "Hahaha, anything else?"
Me: *looks at the dishes on the board again* "I want ...
(thinking how to say that dish name in Chinese) I gave up and
said in English. I want ... sweet and sour pork ribs."
Lady: OK! That's all?
Me: Ya, thank you!

From that conversation, all of us can see that Tracy is super
bad in Chinese right! I was so embarrassed man!

2008-10-14T12:25:00.007+08:00

yeah yeah yeah

I hereby declared that examinations

( for sec1,2,3 and 4(N) ) are finally over!

O level starts tomorrow! So good luck to all of my sec 4 seniors.

Sooner or later, a new year begins. hah.
time flies huh.. ?

Since examinations are over, my burden got lessened.

I haven't really plan what to do for the upcoming holidays!
Maybe, I should ... start playing online games.
Maybe, I should ... shop all day.
WAIT! where's the cash!?
Maybe, I should ... sleep all day. T___T
Maybe, I should ... go overseas!
YES, THIS IDEA IS GREAT!

However, there are couple of things I WISH to do during
this holiday.

They are..
Going to Sentosa beach.
Awaiting for 12 December to catch the movie, Twilight.
so cool, human and vampire's true love.
Take up ballet lessons.
Master how to play the drum in the arcade.
At least, a few days trip to Malaysia.
Night safari.
A CHALETTTTTTTT! SOMEONE ORGANISE IT!
CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION!!
COUNTDOWN!!

Unfortunately, I don't think I will be able to achieve all of them.
Because, my holiday is clashed with DANCE!!! When most
of the lucky fellows are having their holiday, those from the
performing arts still have to go back to school to prepare for
next year item, SYF or either speech day performance.

BUT!!! IF I were to achieve them,
my friends, be prepare to go bankrupt
for this year holiday!! HAHAHAHA.

2008-10-02T23:43:00.002+08:00

1ST PAPER TOMORROW!!!

1ST PAPER TOMORROW!!!

1ST PAPER TOMORROW!!!

More ever, it's a Chinese paper. damn.

wish me all the best.

I have yet to complete my F&N coursework.
Urgh. So many work to be done in such a short period of time.
s.t.r.e.s.s

2008-09-30T19:58:00.002+08:00

爱上你是我最美丽的错误。

Loving you was my beautiful mistake.

My girlfriends said I seemed stressed this few days.
I wasn't even aware of my own behaviour! Ha ha. Awws, they
are such a darling. Most probably because of the examinations.
I think I pushed myself too hard. Ha ha. Anyway, it doesn't really matter.
Those stress will last till the last day of exams. So, I have to bear all
the sufferings of hard work now! I know I can do it! 加油Tracy! ٩[^oo^]۶ ~

I'm in love with studies already!
IF only, I had this kind of attitude from the beginning of the year.
That will be so much better. Ha ha.

Oh well, I'm also looking forward to the days(after examinations end)
where I will have my 'freedom' again! Then, my dance crew and I can begin to
concentrate on our dance moves! Ha ha.

2008-09-26T10:43:00.003+08:00

ADD 1 MORE DAY TO THE 3 DAYS.

Total of 4 days.
(of not attending school)

Decided to go to clinic later this afternoon.

Anyway, there's this Korean movie, that I will like
to share with everyone out there!

Tittle is: DoReMiFaSoLaTiDo

What comes to your mind when you see such a tittle?
What will you think of this movie just by looking at the tittle?
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At first, I thought this movie is going to be like any typical movies,
(due to its tittle).. Later, when I explored deep inside its tittle, I then
realised maybe this movie is going to be an interesting one.
DoRiMeFaSoLaTiDo is related to music right. So, I thought this whole
movie is all about music. As I watched part one, I found myself
in love with it! It's not all about music, it's also about other things...
Hehe, if you're starting to get curious what the movie is all about,
then just an click away and you will be able to see the whole movie!!
http://www.crunchyroll.com/library/Do_Re_Mi_Fa_So_La_Si_Do_-_Movie

It has a nice story line.
5 stars!!

김재중 OPPA,

I LOVE YOU!

o(^-^)O

2008-09-25T14:58:00.006+08:00

SICKY TRACY

I didn't go to school for 3 days.

Man, I didn't mean to skip. I was down
with a high fever. (Which sucks!) So I had to
absent myself for 3 days.. And I had yet
to recover from my previous sickness, now..
I have got fever again.

Luckily, my fever went down last night.
So it makes me happier. What makes me
mad was, I'm having stomach cramp now.
P/S: I'm having runs too.

can you imagine how does it feels when, after one suffering, another
suffering came?

Those pain is killing me.

urgh.

痛痛痛痛痛

I hate to be sick!

2008-09-17T12:21:00.009+08:00

WILL BE BACK TO BLOG AFTER

E X A M I N A T I O N S.

I GIVE ALL OF YOU MY WORD!

( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/

Good luck to all! : D
Let's promote, Let's achieve good
results together.

‘爱一个人就是要放他走，

给他自由’。

他快乐，你也会很快乐。

（是真的哦）

而我，也终于懂得放弃。

从此以后，我会好好过我的日子。

不在伤心，

不在心如刀割。

那我就在这里，

跟你说最后的 Bye Bye 了。

（这次我是认真的）

说得到，

就要做得到！~

2008-09-05T17:56:00.004+08:00

"why doesn't Tracy blogs often like she used to?"

"Tracy's blog is dying or perhaps, it had died."

"When will Tracy update her blog again?"

"Did something happen to Tracy?"

Don't panicked or don't ever ever doubt.

I'm Tracy.
Tracy is I'm.

(craps)

Anyway, peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
my fellow readers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS YOU ALL!

I'm hereby to share how had my life been.

My life... is pathetic.
Because, I lost something that is important to me.
That important thing isn't about friendship, love,family
or what so ever.If so, that thing shouldn't be important right...?
How ever to me, its important. super super important.

Anyway, I learned my lesson from it.
Be caution at all time!
You will never know what will happen to you anytime.

It's too late to regret.

Even though my life is pathetic, but I still had my wonderful friends
here with me.No matter how busy they are, they will still fork out a
time for me. :) I FEEL SO LOVED BY THEM!! *smiling widely*

Recently, I've been sick as well.
All thanks to my mum, brother, Hui Ping, Joshua, Ernest and Jia Ji
for taking good care of me this few days. It was also because of them,
I manage to pull through this awful feeling of being sick!
My best friend, Hui Ping is the sweetest friend I could ever have.
She brewed *don't know what name* Tea(this tea is to cure sore throat and cough) for me yesterday!

Having a best friend is one of the greatest feeling that I had experienced.

P/s : I also love Gemma wifey!

2008-08-24T08:42:00.004+08:00

It feels like its the end,

BUT ITS NOT THE END.

The reason why I haven't been updating my blog is,
I'm busy. Busy preparing a dance item for Teacher's Day
with my crew. How ever, we didn't have enough practices
to polish up our steps so we didn't make it for the Audition
that was held last Friday at school hall. We kinda "screwed"
up our ending due to an incident.

We spend quite a number of days choreographing the steps
and returning home when the sky turned black.

Now, I realized how difficult is to be a dance choreographer.
Being a dance choreographer is a never easy job unless you're
really super good in choreographing new steps. (:

P/s: Performing for this event has always been my dream..
Even if it failed, I will never give up.

My crew and I will learn from our failure/mistake and grow
STRONG as a dancer/crew.

2008-08-08T16:29:00.003+08:00

DROOLING?

p/s: I'm drooling now.

I'm getting better and even better in making Honeydew Sago dessert!!
Maybe I should open a stall nearby my house. And I will make lots of
money!! $_____$

All thanks to Mrs Tan (my F&N teacher) for teaching us how to make it!
I'm glad to be in F&N class too. Because, I can be a good housewife
when I grow up. How ever, I can ONLY cook but not with house chores. =P

Who ever will like to taste the honey dew sago dessert that I make,
be sure to tell me! It's in the house!

2008-08-05T19:06:00.004+08:00

你们大人就是不懂我们这些小孩子到底要什么。。

为什么你们会那么笨呢？

想要有个美好的家庭。。

有那么难吗？

如果，你们不能给我们一个美好的家庭，

为什么还要生我们出来？

我受够了，让我自由吧。。

我很不开心

最讨厌你们了

2008-07-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

Your Guardian Angel.

I'm always being protected by the peoples around me
ever since young. They love and dote on me. They won't
allow any harm to come to me when ever I get bullied.
Till now, my loved ones had never once stop protecting
me.

How ever, its time that I should play the role of being
some one else 'guardian angel'

The one I want to protect forever is,
my mum.

I'm even willing to get knock down by a car just to go into her
rescue. (just like today)
I'm even willing to run till I can't breathe.
I'm willing to do anything for her.

I love her.
She's the best mum I could ever asked for.
No matter what mistakes she had done in the past,
she is still my mum.

My one and only mum that I love.

2008-07-21T20:34:00.005+08:00

Finally, moving on after 933 days.

Readers, rest assured. Blogger Tracy isn't feeling emotional
while writing this post. Felt much more happier instead.

Each and everyday, I always have to carry a heavy heart whenever
I go. Even thought he left me two years back then, he has always
been living in my heart all along. Never once did I failed to love him.

When I told myself that today is gonna be the day that I will be moving on..
My heart aches and felt somehow lighter, not getting used to it. Well,
even if we wait for that certain someone for many years, he/she just
refused to be back.. so why don't we just stop torturing ourselves and
learn to move on? Moving on isn't that bad after all, I guess.

After 12 AM today, a new Tracy will be born.

The reason why I decided to move on is because,
I don't want to live in the past anymore.

2008-07-20T19:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FATIN!!

All of us were supposed to be having fun but......
a embrassing moment have to happen!!!!!!
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...
...

AND IT HAPPENS TO ME!!!!!!!!
(but why me!!!!!!!)

It was like this,
Fatin has a super super chubby cat.. everyone loves that cat.
Later on, that naughty cat walked closer and closer to
where Hui Ping and I were sitting.

When the cat stepped up, I stepped down.
(actions repeated for like 4 times)
So it was kinda hilarious..

I have got no more space to move back and that cat is coming
in my way!! So I accidentally bumped into Hui Ping. The drink held
on her hand fall onto her shirt and short. THEN, WE SCREAMED
LIKE HELL!! She screamed because, her shirt and short were
wet!! While I screamed because, that cat got me freaked out!!!

LATER ON, EVERYONE BURST INTO LAUGHTERS!!!!!!

how embarrassing can it be!!!
MAN!!

P/S: I think that cat was also freaked out by our screams!!

2008-07-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

man, its been so long since I last touched my keyboard.
I think my typing is getting slower. Haha

You guys know what.

Today is the worst day ever.

I hasn't been crying like hell (till my eyes was redden + swollen) for
so long. Yet, today I ended up breaking into t.e.a.r.s !!!

Firstly, I got back my F&N test paper.
(Dude, I didn't study for it.. So obviously, l failed.)
I and another friend of mine were told to see our F&N teacher
after the class ends. As most of our answer were found to be
the same. Even though our answers tend out to be same, that
doesn't mean we cheated during the test. It might be a coincidental
perhaps. who knows? Furthermore, I and her weren't even sitting
next to each other. So how the hell did we copy?

Even though our F&N teacher did mentioned that, she couldn't
imagined the both of us to copy. How ever, it still hurt me a little
knowing that our F&N teacher did "suspect" us after all. She
should had believed us completely since she also thinks that we
aren't the sort who will do such a thing.

Next, I wasn't happy during dance!!!
Worst practice ever after (to me).

Nothing good goes right this week!
What a luck I've! ):

2008-07-12T13:53:00.002+08:00

STRESS,BUSY,TIRED.

Secondary 4s are busy with the preparation of their Os.
Everyday after school, they have to stay back and have
extra lessons..

Secondary 3s are no much different from them.
we too have to stay back in school for extra lessons and CCA.
how stress,busy and tired can it be? Only get back home
when night fall.. aww.

No wonder, lately.. I looked so tired and started falling asleep when
class began.

Here I am trying to update the blog with my free time. (:

I also have been practising moon walk during dance practices.
Because, I'm so in love with that step!!!!

What is moonwalk?
MOON WALK IS

I HOPE THIS VIDEO WILL HELP THOSE WHO HAVE ALWAYS
BEEN WANTING TO LEARN IT TOO!! :P

GAMBATE!

2008-07-07T20:36:00.003+08:00

HE SEEMED LIKE A NORMAL GUY TO US

BUT HE ....

CAN SING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND IT'S VERY WELL!!

THIS GUY CAN EVEN SING 4 MINUTES VERY WELL!!

NOT ONLY HE'S GOOD IN THAT SONG,
BUT THIS TOO ...

I ENCOURAGE HIM TO PARTICIPATE

IN AMERICAN IDOL!!

WHAT ABOUT YOU GUYS?

HE ROCKS!!!!!!!

SUPPORT HIM!!!!!! ♥

2008-06-27T20:26:00.002+08:00

DANCE

what does the word, dance mean to you?

Is it just Hip Hop, Jazz, Ballet, Popping, Locking, Contemporary, Free styles?
(etc..)

What does dance mean to me?

Dance mean the whole world to me. Being able to dance like one of the
graceful dancers that everyone talks about has always been my dream...
Dancing also help me to express my emoticons and my body expression
well.. I feel happy whenever I'm dancing.

No matter how tough the dance practices ahead of me will be, I'm gonna
pull it through and give my very best for every practices. (:

My love for dance will never ever change!

This is how a dancer should be..
the way they dances, made me love dance even more.

2008-06-23T13:58:00.003+08:00

BIG SURPRISE

TO RECEIVE PRESENTS ON A NORMAL DAY

OTHER THAN ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!

I felt very gloomy when I'm on my way to school at first but however,
later on, two of my friend made me feel loved!!!!!!!
They are so sweet!

After a long holiday, I thought my friends would forget me and they
didn't contact me at all. But I was wrong... Even though, all of us were
separated by holidays, but I'm still in their heart.

They got me a gift from the holidays!!!!!!!
And the gift was my favourite!!!

GUESS WHAT IT IS?

HELLO KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't show all of you the picture of it because I had mentioned
in my previous post that my camera is spoiled. But I will
describe it. (:

One of my friend gave me a small little bell Hello Kitty Hp strap.
While the other friend gave me a blue colored Hello Kitty wallet.

Isn't that sweet of them?
I love what they got for me.

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!

2008-06-15T09:51:00.002+08:00

HALF YEAR OF 2008 SURE IS UNLUCKY!

In this half year of 2008,
many things had happened all over the world.
Innocent lives were lost unexpectedly.

Myanmar:
Cyclone Nargis

China:
Earth quake

American and Sydney:
(latest news)
Flood

Japan:
(latest news)
Earth quake

It's heart breaking to see this kind of disaster.

Can we make a difference in the next half year of 2008?
Bringing laughter to everyone but not tears and heartaches.

I really hope next half year of 2008 will be better.

LASTLY,
Happy Father Day,Daddy!
You had been working very hard in a foreign country.
Do take care of yourself! I love you!

2008-06-12T23:02:00.002+08:00

MAPLE SEA
used to known as Maple Story last time.

It's been almost one week since I played back Maple Sea.
This time round, most of the maplers were really KIND! (:
They are such a darling so I'm obsessed with it already.
That was also why I seldom came online in MSN or update
my blog. I apologise for that. Haha.

I'm not that heartless to forget all my friends ...
so I MISS YOU GUYS!!!

Since I'm addicted to Maple Sea already, I hope I will
not miss out my holiday home works!!!

I better find a time to complete it all for once!
(as if) It takes a few days for it to be completed.
There are tons of work sheets!!!!!!

P/S: My camera is spoiled!!!
that also means, I can't take any beautiful picture anymore!!
so wait till, my camera is feeling well .. I will update
this blog full with pictures!!!

GET WELL SOON, CAMERA!!

2008-06-06T13:54:00.006+08:00

CRABS!!!!!!!!

I had crabs for lunch today!

DELICIOUS.

I'm surprisingly amazed that it was my brother who bought
crabs from IMM, Giant yesterday! It was also his first time
buying crabs!!

And he told me that he had a hard time choosing crabs!!
Luckily, there was this auntie standing beside him was
also choosing crabs! She poked the crab ( for don't know
what reason ) So my brother acted like he knew how to
buy crabs!!! And then, he followed the auntie's action and
POKE THE CRABS! so he had fun poking the crabs and
finally, he choose the final crabs and bought it home!!!

know what?
Those crabs that he chose tend out to be REALLY FRESH!!
Hahaha.

SO IF YOU WANT FRESH CRABS, DO POKE THEM!
ahahahahaha.

P/S: my mum even praised him!
that is so tycooooooooooooooooo!!

2008-06-04T10:29:00.003+08:00

I'M ON DIET!

TAKING SLIMMING PILLS TO SLIM DOWN?

ABSOLUTELY NO!

Pills is not good for health.
It kills.

75% of my friends don't regard taking slimming pills
if they are having diet. They would rather exercise.

25% of my friends regard taking slimming pills as they
works. Yeah, some pills do REALLY work but some don't.

My advice: Do not take slimming pills as they are costly
as well as not 100% effective. Learn to be like me, exercise
everyday. Eg: Doing 50 sits up, 100 skips, and 5 small
round of runs around the house.Since you're the one whom
slacked and became lazier by eating and putting on weight,
you should depend on yourself to lose weight.

Only you,can able to save yourself.
no one else, not even pills.

2008-05-31T21:06:00.002+08:00

Going CRAZY over this and that!!

I don't seemed to be enjoying my holiday..
man, holiday are full with homeworkssssssssssssssssss.
a lot a lot of homework. ):

I've got like 27 pages of F&N worksheet to do?
This is driving me nuts!!

How ever, I gotta rush through all my assignments
there goes my free time down the drain..

2008-05-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

QUEEN OF HELLO KITTY?

NOT YET!

I've been collecting Hello Kitty items since the starting of this year.
haha, I have fallen in love with Hello Kitty! Whether its fake or real
Hello Kitty Item, I will grab it! They are so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I will show you guys some of my collections.

OPPS, not this.
That's my hair. [:

Hello Kitty Hair accessories container.

Hello Kitty comb.

Hello Kitty wallet.
P/S: I owned about like 3 Hello Kitty wallet including this one too.

Hello Kitty shoes :D

Hello Kitty fan.

Hello Kitty bag.

Hello Kitty mirror.

Hello Kitty Dustbin.

Hello Kitty Radio.

These are the ones that I really love.
That's not all. There are still more to go..
Hahah.

2008-05-25T18:18:00.005+08:00

Alright now..
Finally, I'm done with my cartoon comedy.
Today topic will be about, Pimple. hahaha.
Because, lately, there are pimples found on my face.
And I'm so sad about it so therefore I did this
cartoon comedy to comfort myself that having pimple
is really ok because, it do have cure for them!
so lets get rid of pimples together! ^^

Lets take a look at the cartoon comedy.

INTRODUCING...

Nexcare is really magical and it really do

works!!! 100% WORK FOR ME!! so why

are you still staring at this product!? GO AND

GET IT NOW!!! YES, NOW!!!! It is also really

very easy to use! HOW? There this sticky transparent

circle"sticker" .. uh hur.. and then just stick it to the place

where your pimple is.. but, remember to wash your face and

wipe your face before sticking it.

BEFORE AND AFTER

P/S: The pimple on my fore head is gonna gone soon

with the help of Nexcare! =]

2008-05-23T15:58:00.009+08:00

TA DA! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Hello to everyone out there! I'm finally back to blog!
It has been a long day today.. got back my results for
Mid-Year Examinations.. nah, I wasn't satisfied with
it. Neither do my mum. No wonder, she purposely
prepared a super spicy dried noodle and soup to
kill me for getting such a lousy result. (I'm just kidding)
Luckily, lemon tea saved me. Hahaha.. Phew~

I knew, I seemed happy now.. instead of feeling upset..
Because, I've told myself that I'm gonna catch up with
my studies this holiday.. I believe in myself that I will
be able to do it!
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To those who failed badly (like me too), don't worry.
I will be your accompany! Lets study hard together! ♥
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using a photo editor. Because, he wants to make that
paper bag to a banner for his girlfriend's blog shop.
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