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Layout: Yeling Icon: LJ/reruntherace ProfileI'm Tracy Ko. I've been blogging ever since the year of 2006. Blogging is my hobby. ♥
To be frank, I prefer to speak English rather than Chinese. As I got influenced by my friends to speak
Chinese most of the time. I used to view life negatively but when I met her,my best friend,Hui Ping,I somehow
slowly understand how beautiful our life is. I'm very passionate about dance so therefore, I'm glad to be a dancer
in my school. I'm also a good pair of listening ear for everyone. So if you need one, you can always find me to talk
with. I will help as much as possible. Last but not lest, I love to smile. It doesn't matter if I looked silly while
smiling all the time, because smiling makes me ultra happpppppppy! :)
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Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 8:29 PMFeeling lost, no where to go.when will I break down after having to struggle everyday with excessive amount of assignments given? when? Let me have a big cry and be strong to face those tough days ahead. My life hasn't been going too well lately.. Even going for dance practices makes me feel direful!! To be frank here, my passion for blogging had dropped. I can't even manage to fork out just a little bit of time to blog. *sobs* So, readers.. I'm sorry. Will be hardly updating my blog. )= Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ 10:33 AM新年的气氛又来了!The atmosphere of Chinese New Year is here again! As I walked around Bugis Street yesterday with my mum, it was dramatically happening over there! Teenagers around my age were busy buying their new year's clothes. Ha ha... While the adults were at the temple praying --- praying for a good new year, I guess! =) Songs were played loudly at any shops. Every things around you were partially in red. There's this incident which I will like to bring up. I over heard this terrible conversation. It seemed that a boy/girl who was doing his/her hair extensions ran off when he/she was almost done. Such a thing to happen before the start of CNY is really terrible. I hope the person will reflect on his/her doings and turned over a new leaf! =) I strongly believed, if you want the rest of the year to flow nicely, you should start doing something good for now! like, ya know.. good deeds. =) Also, no vulgarities to be used on this few days. * I love this kind of atmosphere. It's a happy occasion! Happy Chinese New Year to all of you! xoxo, Tracy. Friday, January 9, 2009 @ 6:26 PM"Faith" and "Confidence" are two words we must imbibe ourselves with if we want to accomplish anything. I hadn't been using computer and watched a TV programme for the past few days. I spend all of my free time on studies. =) It was difficult to live without a computer and a tv --- difficult to adapt to a new style. Somehow, I managed by all means. So, I'm proud of myself! Ha ha. I'm still considering whether I should apply to sit for O level English papers. Hmm, should I? I wondered, what are the disadvantages and advantages of me siting for O level English papers. Will it be too difficult for me..? Any advices for me, anyone? Please share your thoughts with me! =) Also, rest assured, I won't be qutting dance. ♥ Why should I quit dance because of the cheorographer? Why should I quit dance when we aren't any more hip-hop dancers. Why should I? I have to be strong and stay in dance. Fight for my rights. hee hee Knowing how to manage your time is very important especially when you're sitting for your major examinations. YOU THERE! Have you been studying? If your answer is a 'no', please start studying! It's never too late to study right now. =) Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 2:53 PMyou're the ocean.A beautiful ocean where I almost drowned. I will never come near this beautiful ocean again.. Normal lessons will be conducting next week. s . t . r . e . s . s!! I wonder how can we manage our stress? Life.. ain't gonna be the same anymore. Each time, we grow older, life gets tougher. agree? (= Never look back to the days you thought you were a failure, look forward and tell yourself, you still have a chance. Hopefully, I will be able to pull through this bumpy year without any obstacle! Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ 12:51 PMNasi Lemak became my nightmare!Before I continue my post, let me wish all of you a very happy new year!! =) Recently,my "cute" little dad has been buying Nasi Lemak for our breakfast every saturdays and sundays, even the days he's off from work. That eventually caused me to hate Nasi Lemak to the core. I wish Nasi Lemak would stop bugging me and leave me alone!!! Imagine if you were to eat the same food for many times, you will feel sick right! Yeah, I'm so sick of Nasi Lemak right now. Meanwhile, I think Nasi Lemak has fallen in love with me. L-O-L Guess what.. during the last day of my work.. The queen was so nice that she bought breakfast for us! The moment when I was about to eat, my nightmare appeared!!! I almost puked. However, without any choices left, I had to eat the food.. That was really horrbile.. Hey you over there, STOP APPEARING IN MY DREAMS!!! Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 12:26 AMIts Christmas once again!I'm hereby to wish all of you to have a joyful Christmas this year! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! Most of you out there might be celebrating Christmas in Church.. Or some might be celebrating Christmas in town.. Or some might even be celebrating Christmas with your family,relatives and friends with tuckey, wine and log cake to match on. awwwwwwwwwww. How nice. Whereas mine.. will be a simple one! Be spending the whole day with my family! Simple yet sweet. I guess. (= My precious mummy got me a MP3 player for Chirstmas present. In return, I'm gonna treat her lobster when I get my next pay. HA HA HA. xoxo, Tracy Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 7:43 PMIt's a round day!I made tang yuans for my family just now. Unfortunately, I used rice flour instead of glutinous flour.... So in the end, they turned out to be very hard. To my surprise, my family ate them finished. I was so touched! Because my hard work doesn't seem to be wasted. 'Family seemed to be united once again' This is a conversation between my mummy and I. Note: If you have seen the 'Little Nonya' show, you will understand more. My mummy is like the 'Choy Choy' While I'm like 'Yue Niang' I was serving her tang yuan.. and she was acting to be 'Choy Choy' Mummy: "mmmmmmm, it smell nice" Me: *nodded head* Then, she started trying.. Mummy: "mmmm, hao chi. hao chi. TAI hao chi le." Mummy: "tang yuan is abit hard, but its nice eating it together with the soup" Then, we started bursting out laughters. Because, it was extremly hilarious when she said them in Chinese!!! Hahahaha.. My mummy is the cutest mummy in the world! Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 8:10 PMIf you can live forever,what do you live for? The queen booked the tickets through her phone yesterday so we managed to catch this movie after work. All I want to comment is, Edward is VERY hot in this movie! His role was fantastic --- a vampire. Oh well, some scenes were rather violence. Overall, it's nice but it can be improved more. (= Can't wait to get Christmas presents for my family and friends! I want to go shopping alone!!! Shopped till there's a hole in my pocket! I can only be spendthrift when I'm using my own money! aha. I can't wait for my next pay. I can't. Friday, December 19, 2008 @ 8:33 PMSAUCES.with every determination and every sacrifices, one's dream is easy to be fulfilled. That's what I always believed in. So, work hard in pursuing after your dreams, everyone! Today was my first day of work. Everything turned out pretty good! Yay. So after our hard work, the queen(that's what we call our lady boss) treated all of us pizza! She's so nice! It's a pity that I will be working for just a short period because school's re-opening s-o-o-n! I made quite a lot of friends over there too! Ha ha. Now I know how it feels like to work like an adult! And, it means.. I've grown up! Ha ha ha.Oh well, what I'm looking forward most is my pay day!! Can't wait to get my pay!!! Because, I need to buy this, I need to buy that! Ha ha ha ha. Before I end this post, I will like to remind all of you to do remember to eat tang yuan with your family this coming Sunday! Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 8:51 PMNever! Never! Never!!!!!!!!!Never in my life I had felt sad when I'm dancing. Never in my life I had felt angry when I'm dancing. Never in my life I had wasted my tears! I will definitely prove to you that we ain't any weak dancers whom you can pick on! The next practice, I will give it all my best! you better watch out. you better not cry. SANTA CLAUS WILL BE PICKING ON YOU SOON! hmph hmph hmph!! Wednesday, December 10, 2008 @ 5:40 PMToday's topic will be:Why do we blog? Who do we blog for? Do we blog in order to kill time? Do we blog in order to become more famous? Do we blog to aware people how have our life's been? Do we blog for ourselves? Do we blog for our readers? Do we blog for money? why do blogger blog? I still remembered how did I first started blogging. It was when I fall in love with my senior whom I also mistook him for my Akai Ito(soul mate). This love story of mine was cute and also, heartrending. It was an "underground" relationship. Because, I really loved him.. I want to keep our memories together. So, I decided that I shall keep an online diary for the both of us. However, this love ended after a month and 28 days. After two years had passed, I realized it was pointless to keep it, so I deleted it ---- moved on. It seemed like a drama love story huh, but it did happened to me. I did not stopped blogging after it ended, in fact, I continued as I realized blogging has became my habit also my hobby. Question (1): Who do I blog for? Answer: I used to blog for him. Now, I blog for everyone. Question (2): Why do I blog? Answer: Obviously, I do not blog for money nor to gain more fame. I blogged in order to bring in more colours into my reader's life. As, I'm one of a cheerful kind, always entertaining in my own way.. never failed to make someone's day. Also because, I fallen in love with blogging! Sunday, December 7, 2008 @ 10:10 PMAmazing tricks.A match that to be played fairly seemed so fake. Since young, I hate watching soccer matches. Because, its so lame! So many people chasing after a ball, who ever gets it have to aim for a strike. However, this year.. I'm different! I actually watched today's soccer match (Singapore V.S Myanmar). I longed knew Singapore would had won. Unfortunately, it wasn't an enjoyable match to watch at all! I had to say that this is sure an unreasonable match!! I would really want both countries to rematch and play fairly. I will soon put up clips relating to today's soccer match to prove why today's match is an unreasonable one. Not to forget that referee too. He wasn't doing his part! He didn't whistle at the right time but he whistle at the wrong time. IF the referee ever did his part, would myanmar players protest!? I don't think so. oh man, what has the world come to? A big congrats to LIONS (Singapore soccer players) for getting into semi—finals! Every action has a reason behind. Just like every protest has a reason behind. Thursday, December 4, 2008 @ 8:15 PMNo matter what,I overslept today so I had to rush to meet my girlfriends. The first word I burped out when I first saw them was a vulgar word! woops. I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it. I get pissed when I have to rush. so yeah, ha ha. I even told them that the word, 'cheebye' was a 'good morning'. Soon, every one of us went 'cheebye' here and there. Which is a 'good morning'. ha ha . =P Today was definitely a very bad day for me! Because, everyone of us got drenched in the heavy rain after buying our lunch from the hawker centre. Even though, we had two big umbrella with us.. we still got wet!!! ): My shoes, my clothes - my everything were wet! Luckily, 小妹 borrowed me her spare clothe if not I think I will freeze to death in the studio. Thanks for saving my little life, vivi! Not only that, I seemed to lose my interest in dancing later on! I don't know why that feeling came back. I just feel sick and tired of today's practice. I've got no more energy left.. I just feel like going home. I guess I'm tired. But yeah, I endured it through the whole practice. Tomorrow's practice gonna be a long day too. I guess I would be joining the rest around afternoon because, I want to have sufficient rest. Or else, I think I might fall sick. Thereafter, I wondered.. did I rely onto you too much? You are the first who I can think of when ever I need someone so badly because I know where ever I am, you would always be there. Tuesday, December 2, 2008 @ 8:20 PMSilly, Sillier, Silliest..This post shall be dedicated to the one and only, Wei Chang!! Hey boy, I don't know hows your life without me. How ever, thanks for everything you had done for me. I guess no one will be as silliest as you to make a bento for me when I claimed in my previous post that I really want to have one!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ You had got all my favourite foods/dessert in that cute little lunch box! Seeing that bento really makes me so full even though I only had my very first meal in the afternoon. I can't bear to eat it!! So, I shall wait till tomorrow!! Shall have it during my lunch break!! aha. ^_^ Even if the food gets rotten, I still will eat them up!! Because, you brought it especially for me!! Your efforts didn't went to the drain!! ^_^ "Truth are always scary or perhaps, cunning" Ivan, I'm so sorry for not biding my "last" farewell to you when you left for Japan. Anyway, do take care of yourself and return to Singapore safetly ya! I wanted to get you something before you left for Japan, but ... I got carried away with many things.. Sorry! Also, don't worry about me! I'm sure I will be able to pull through the hard trainings! Remember, nothing gonna break me torn/apart/down! Because, I'm Tracy Marion K.Y.N!!!! =P Jacintha, Hey baby, you're so sweet to inform me that you will be leaving for India the other day! Well, do take care of yourself!!! India is so happening now a days!! So yeah.. I hope you find your true love there too! Hahaha. Locked him inside your luggage and leaked him into Singapore secretly! =P I love you so much! Thanks for being the sweetest baby of mine! Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 8:56 PMLast thing on my mind.Before I shall go and have some rest, I want everyone of you to know that I'm craving for bento right now!!!!!!!! Imagine.. You just had a long and tiring day.. You were starving for hours. Then, someone came and gave you a bento! HOW WILL YOU FEEL? HAPPY RIGHT!! If it was me, my heart will melt. Haha. That's so sweeeeeeeeeet. Look at this bento! ISN'T IT CUTE!!! With that bento and a Strawberry Smoothie for your drink, it will be the best feeling in the world!! Ha ha ha. Ahh, I'm drooling!!!! I hope my mum-mum will make me a bento when ever I'm having dance practices at ODT studio. Because, I wouldn't want to go to the nearest hawker centre and have my lunch.. When it comes to food, I'm picky. I want to have a healthy bento!!!! I'm so exhausted these few days! D: 4 hours of dance practices each day! 4 hours x 5 days = 20 hours! Including tomorrow, It will be 24 hours! OH MY.. TOTAL OF 24 HOURS OF PRACTICES THIS WEEK!! Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 8:25 PMI found me when I'm dancing.Intensive dance practices for this whole week including Saturday too. Sometimes, I just feel like giving up - giving up on dance. As dance practices are beginning to be even tougher. However, the thought of wanting to be a graceful dancer pulls me back. So I will persevere till the end. Bruises everywhere on my legs and my back hurts.. No, I ain't complaining. To be a better dancer, you have to pull through everything - even the hardest part. P/s: It seemed like one of my wishes were heard upon today. P/ss: I hope that I could make good use of this opportunity. P/sss: I still have a lot to learn to become a good dancer. The little pain in my heart seemed to be faded away but ... it came back after a while. Because, he's back to his old usual life (which I hated the most). I thought I could make a difference in his life but after all, I can't. I just want him to live his life happily. Maybe, his old usual life is the best for him - is the best for us too. ت Boy, just don't get into troubles. Be safe and sound always. My life is getting better too. In many ways... I'm happier right now. *Smile super wide* till here. Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 8:35 PMA little hurt, A little disheartening.I'm sorry. I was the one who let go of you. I felt happier letting you go. I felt sad as well. Don't wait for me anymore. ): We can only be friends. You can never be what I want you to be. ): Just stick to your old life, live your life happily. Forget me. Just treat me as your friend from now on.. ): All those times we once shared were really cute and memorable. I always love bullying you, I always love acting petty in front of you.. so that you could dote me more. I love burying myself into your chest because it makes me feel secure when I'm with you. I love your smell because it makes me feel comfortable.. I think I will miss you feeding me food like a baby.. Just like today, I was with my dance friends.. having our dinner in Subway. How I wish you were just beside me, feeding me that big big bread and rubbing my dirty mouth with lots of bread crumbs with tissue. The road that we used to walk feels so lonely with out you. I felt like I'm the one left on earth.. Over all, I do miss you.. But, good bye. I gotta let you go. One month of happiness. Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 8:28 PMDo come back.Somebody please help me tell the little hunk in pink(above picture) that Tracy has been missing him ever since he went back to Thailand! Hey little cutie cheetah, please do not forget me and all the times we once spend together. Do come back and visit me! Oh cheetah, I miss you kissing my cheeks! I miss you disturbing me! I miss you playing with my hair! I miss you knocking on my door every morning(to wake me up)! I miss playing PSP with you! I miss fighting to snatch Kieran's PSP with you! I miss hugging you! I miss you feeding me sweets!! I miss scaring you! (HA HA HA ) I miss hearing your voice. I miss hearing you singing rubbish songs to me! I miss you missing me when you can't find me anywhere! I miss everything about you. Cheetah (his actual name isn't spelled like this but the pronouncation is still the same) is my uncle's son. He's a mixed. (: This little cutie here is a total hunk! I bet when he grow up, he will be a playboy! ha ha ha.. Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 8:54 PMI don't want to be alone.Gemma wifey, Jacintha baby and Yvonne darling had already fled off. Gemma went to Vietnam, Jacintha baby went to Cambodia while Yvonne went to Europe. awwwwwww. They will be back in a week time! I can't help missing them.. Yuliana dear, Xiao Yu 姐姐 and Shu Xin 姐姐 are not in Singapore too.. They are back in their hometown while Tracy is left alone.. ): I too, wanna go to somewhere far away.. P/s: Its been years since I last travelled. I don't like to spend my holidays without girlfriends. ): so lonely! so cold.. Luckily, Ah girl is not travelling to any where yet.. If not, I will be wailing like a baby!(or this little chicken here) Because, I don't want to be separated away from her! ): She mean a lot to me! To all my girlfriends who are not in Singapore, Tracy misses you all like h e l l ! Do come back soon! BUY ME CUTE STUFFS AND I WILL FORGIVE YOU ALL FOR LEAVING ME! HA HA HA HA HA. No one wants to be alone. Sunday, November 9, 2008 @ 10:47 PM✿Every little times with you✿I know I haven't been updating my blog for so long. So here I am. :) P/S: I'm a busy lady! Life is always full of surprises. agree? In the end, after so much troubles, I and him got together. ♥ This love is true, it's not a dream. :) Been spending the past few weeks to go school for lessons, excursions and dance practices.(P/s: I went to Maths class for only a time!) And of course, I did spare some of my busy time with sweetie. :) Confession: To be frank, I thought the relationship with sweetie will be a tough one.. Because I didn't really have so much trust in it then.. However, after spending quite some time with him, we grew closer - our love grew closer. I'm loving him more and more each day. p/sss: this is not a mushy post! :) "Don't feel sad if you didn't get me, feel happy because we were once close together. Memories are always forever" Everyone, please be happy for me, not worried, sad or even frown. I'm a grown up girl now. I am no longer the old little Tracy anymore. Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ 11:31 AM✿떡볶이✿Duk Bok Ki C'MON EVERYONE, DROOL!! This is one of my favourite korean foods, Spicy rice cake! It is not that spicy(for me). IT'S SUPER YUMMYYYYYYY!!! I recommend everyone of you to go try it! From what I know, I guess the korean outlet in Bugis Junction served by a Korean lady sells the best spicy rice cake. (: Other outlets such as the one in Takashimaya, doesn't taste that nice(it taste super funny) like the one in Bugis Junction. Be a good brother. Be a good friend. Lastly, be a good boyfriend of mine. Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 2:29 PM✿It will always be there✿Broken hearts can be healed. How ever, there will always be a scar left behind. A scar that will be implanted in your heart forever.. _________________________________________________________ I can't believe that I'm going to be a secondary 4 student next year! I can't believe that I will be taking my 'N' level next year! I can't believe that 2008 is coming to an end! Every one is ageing in a matter of time. I don't want to grow up. Oh dear, why can't we remain at a limited age of our choice? I guess all we have to do now is to start cherishing everything around us right! Or else, we will regret! There shouldn't be a 'regret' found in our life. (: I will definitely cherish next year with all of my secondary friends! ♥ oh God, please let our friendship last as long as possible. Lastly,let nothing come between us,my love. Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 10:13 PMHAPPY, SHOULDN'T I ?I can't believe I'm so blur even while ordering food! Look at this conversation between me and a young lady. I was still deciding what to order. Then, a few seconds later, the young lady appeared in front of me! I was a bit of shocked. Because, that's a fast move! uh huh.. here it goes. I spoke to that lady in Chinese. Me: "Errr.. Errr.. Errr.. Sister" *seeing those dishes on the board.* Lady: *waiting* Me: "I want ... many many vegetables.. that dish." (I forgotten that dish name in Chinese!!) Lady: *blur* "many many vegetables... ?" Me: "ya. many many many many vegetables... that dish!!!" Lady: *think for a few seconds* "Ohh, you mean mixed vegetables?" Me: "OH!!! YA!!! MIXED VEGETABLES!!!!!" Lady: "Hahaha, anything else?" Me: *looks at the dishes on the board again* "I want ... (thinking how to say that dish name in Chinese) I gave up and said in English. I want ... sweet and sour pork ribs." Lady: OK! That's all? Me: Ya, thank you! From that conversation, all of us can see that Tracy is super bad in Chinese right! I was so embarrassed man! Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 12:25 PMyeah yeah yeahI hereby declared that examinations ( for sec1,2,3 and 4(N) ) are finally over! O level starts tomorrow! So good luck to all of my sec 4 seniors. Sooner or later, a new year begins. hah. time flies huh.. ? Since examinations are over, my burden got lessened. I haven't really plan what to do for the upcoming holidays! Maybe, I should ... start playing online games. Maybe, I should ... shop all day. WAIT! where's the cash!? Maybe, I should ... sleep all day. T___T Maybe, I should ... go overseas! YES, THIS IDEA IS GREAT! However, there are couple of things I WISH to do during this holiday. They are.. Going to Sentosa beach. Awaiting for 12 December to catch the movie, Twilight. so cool, human and vampire's true love. Take up ballet lessons. Master how to play the drum in the arcade. At least, a few days trip to Malaysia. Night safari. A CHALETTTTTTTT! SOMEONE ORGANISE IT! CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION!! COUNTDOWN!! Unfortunately, I don't think I will be able to achieve all of them. Because, my holiday is clashed with DANCE!!! When most of the lucky fellows are having their holiday, those from the performing arts still have to go back to school to prepare for next year item, SYF or either speech day performance. BUT!!! IF I were to achieve them, my friends, be prepare to go bankrupt for this year holiday!! HAHAHAHA. Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ 11:43 PM1ST PAPER TOMORROW!!!1ST PAPER TOMORROW!!! 1ST PAPER TOMORROW!!! More ever, it's a Chinese paper. damn. wish me all the best. I have yet to complete my F&N coursework. Urgh. So many work to be done in such a short period of time. s.t.r.e.s.s Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 7:58 PM爱上你是我最美丽的错误。Loving you was my beautiful mistake. My girlfriends said I seemed stressed this few days. I wasn't even aware of my own behaviour! Ha ha. Awws, they are such a darling. Most probably because of the examinations. I think I pushed myself too hard. Ha ha. Anyway, it doesn't really matter. Those stress will last till the last day of exams. So, I have to bear all the sufferings of hard work now! I know I can do it! 加油Tracy! ٩[^oo^]۶ ~ I'm in love with studies already! IF only, I had this kind of attitude from the beginning of the year. That will be so much better. Ha ha. Oh well, I'm also looking forward to the days(after examinations end) where I will have my 'freedom' again! Then, my dance crew and I can begin to concentrate on our dance moves! Ha ha. Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 10:43 AMADD 1 MORE DAY TO THE 3 DAYS.Total of 4 days. (of not attending school) Decided to go to clinic later this afternoon. Anyway, there's this Korean movie, that I will like to share with everyone out there! Tittle is: DoReMiFaSoLaTiDo What comes to your mind when you see such a tittle? What will you think of this movie just by looking at the tittle? . .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........ ......... ........... ............ ............. .............. ............... ................ ................. .................. ................... .................... ..................... ...................... ....................... At first, I thought this movie is going to be like any typical movies, (due to its tittle).. Later, when I explored deep inside its tittle, I then realised maybe this movie is going to be an interesting one. DoRiMeFaSoLaTiDo is related to music right. So, I thought this whole movie is all about music. As I watched part one, I found myself in love with it! It's not all about music, it's also about other things... Hehe, if you're starting to get curious what the movie is all about, then just an click away and you will be able to see the whole movie!! http://www.crunchyroll.com/library/Do_Re_Mi_Fa_So_La_Si_Do_-_Movie It has a nice story line. 5 stars!! 김재중 OPPA, I LOVE YOU! o(^-^)O Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 2:58 PMSICKY TRACYI didn't go to school for 3 days. Man, I didn't mean to skip. I was down with a high fever. (Which sucks!) So I had to absent myself for 3 days.. And I had yet to recover from my previous sickness, now.. I have got fever again. Luckily, my fever went down last night. So it makes me happier. What makes me mad was, I'm having stomach cramp now. P/S: I'm having runs too. can you imagine how does it feels when, after one suffering, another suffering came? Those pain is killing me. urgh. 痛 痛 痛 痛 痛 I hate to be sick! Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 12:21 PMWILL BE BACK TO BLOG AFTERE X A M I N A T I O N S. I GIVE ALL OF YOU MY WORD! ( ゚▽゚)/ Good luck to all! : D Let's promote, Let's achieve good results together. ‘爱一个人就是要放他走, 给他自由’。 他快乐,你也会很快乐。 (是真的哦) 而我,也终于懂得放弃。 从此以后,我会好好过我的日子。 不在伤心, 不在心如刀割。 那我就在这里, 跟你说最后的 Bye Bye 了。 (这次我是认真的) 说得到, 就要做得到!~ Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 5:56 PM"why doesn't Tracy blogs often like she used to?""Tracy's blog is dying or perhaps, it had died." "When will Tracy update her blog again?" "Did something happen to Tracy?" Don't panicked or don't ever ever doubt. I'm Tracy. Tracy is I'm. (craps) Anyway, peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. my fellow readers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU ALL! I'm hereby to share how had my life been. My life... is pathetic. Because, I lost something that is important to me. That important thing isn't about friendship, love,family or what so ever.If so, that thing shouldn't be important right...? How ever to me, its important. super super important. Anyway, I learned my lesson from it. Be caution at all time! You will never know what will happen to you anytime. It's too late to regret. Even though my life is pathetic, but I still had my wonderful friends here with me.No matter how busy they are, they will still fork out a time for me. :) I FEEL SO LOVED BY THEM!! *smiling widely* Recently, I've been sick as well. All thanks to my mum, brother, Hui Ping, Joshua, Ernest and Jia Ji for taking good care of me this few days. It was also because of them, I manage to pull through this awful feeling of being sick! My best friend, Hui Ping is the sweetest friend I could ever have. She brewed *don't know what name* Tea(this tea is to cure sore throat and cough) for me yesterday! Having a best friend is one of the greatest feeling that I had experienced. P/s : I also love Gemma wifey! Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 8:42 AMIt feels like its the end,BUT ITS NOT THE END. The reason why I haven't been updating my blog is, I'm busy. Busy preparing a dance item for Teacher's Day with my crew. How ever, we didn't have enough practices to polish up our steps so we didn't make it for the Audition that was held last Friday at school hall. We kinda "screwed" up our ending due to an incident. We spend quite a number of days choreographing the steps and returning home when the sky turned black. Now, I realized how difficult is to be a dance choreographer. Being a dance choreographer is a never easy job unless you're really super good in choreographing new steps. (: P/s: Performing for this event has always been my dream.. Even if it failed, I will never give up. My crew and I will learn from our failure/mistake and grow STRONG as a dancer/crew. Friday, August 8, 2008 @ 4:29 PMDROOLING? p/s: I'm drooling now. I'm getting better and even better in making Honeydew Sago dessert!! Maybe I should open a stall nearby my house. And I will make lots of money!! $_____$ All thanks to Mrs Tan (my F&N teacher) for teaching us how to make it! I'm glad to be in F&N class too. Because, I can be a good housewife when I grow up. How ever, I can ONLY cook but not with house chores. =P Who ever will like to taste the honey dew sago dessert that I make, be sure to tell me! It's in the house! Tuesday, August 5, 2008 @ 7:06 PM你们大人就是不懂我们这些小孩子到底要什么。。为什么你们会那么笨呢? 想要有个美好的家庭。。 有那么难吗? 如果,你们不能给我们一个美好的家庭, 为什么还要生我们出来? 我受够了,让我自由吧。。 我很不开心 最讨厌你们了 Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 4:33 PMYour Guardian Angel.I'm always being protected by the peoples around me ever since young. They love and dote on me. They won't allow any harm to come to me when ever I get bullied. Till now, my loved ones had never once stop protecting me. How ever, its time that I should play the role of being some one else 'guardian angel' The one I want to protect forever is, my mum. I'm even willing to get knock down by a car just to go into her rescue. (just like today) I'm even willing to run till I can't breathe. I'm willing to do anything for her. I love her. She's the best mum I could ever asked for. No matter what mistakes she had done in the past, she is still my mum. My one and only mum that I love. Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 8:34 PMFinally, moving on after 933 days.Readers, rest assured. Blogger Tracy isn't feeling emotional while writing this post. Felt much more happier instead. Each and everyday, I always have to carry a heavy heart whenever I go. Even thought he left me two years back then, he has always been living in my heart all along. Never once did I failed to love him. When I told myself that today is gonna be the day that I will be moving on.. My heart aches and felt somehow lighter, not getting used to it. Well, even if we wait for that certain someone for many years, he/she just refused to be back.. so why don't we just stop torturing ourselves and learn to move on? Moving on isn't that bad after all, I guess. After 12 AM today, a new Tracy will be born. The reason why I decided to move on is because, I don't want to live in the past anymore. Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 7:04 PMHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FATIN!!All of us were supposed to be having fun but...... a embrassing moment have to happen!!!!!! ... ... ... ... AND IT HAPPENS TO ME!!!!!!!! (but why me!!!!!!!) It was like this, Fatin has a super super chubby cat.. everyone loves that cat. Later on, that naughty cat walked closer and closer to where Hui Ping and I were sitting. When the cat stepped up, I stepped down. (actions repeated for like 4 times) So it was kinda hilarious.. I have got no more space to move back and that cat is coming in my way!! So I accidentally bumped into Hui Ping. The drink held on her hand fall onto her shirt and short. THEN, WE SCREAMED LIKE HELL!! She screamed because, her shirt and short were wet!! While I screamed because, that cat got me freaked out!!! LATER ON, EVERYONE BURST INTO LAUGHTERS!!!!!! how embarrassing can it be!!! MAN!! P/S: I think that cat was also freaked out by our screams!! Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 10:25 PMman, its been so long since I last touched my keyboard.I think my typing is getting slower. Haha You guys know what. Today is the worst day ever. I hasn't been crying like hell (till my eyes was redden + swollen) for so long. Yet, today I ended up breaking into t.e.a.r.s !!! Firstly, I got back my F&N test paper. (Dude, I didn't study for it.. So obviously, l failed.) I and another friend of mine were told to see our F&N teacher after the class ends. As most of our answer were found to be the same. Even though our answers tend out to be same, that doesn't mean we cheated during the test. It might be a coincidental perhaps. who knows? Furthermore, I and her weren't even sitting next to each other. So how the hell did we copy? Even though our F&N teacher did mentioned that, she couldn't imagined the both of us to copy. How ever, it still hurt me a little knowing that our F&N teacher did "suspect" us after all. She should had believed us completely since she also thinks that we aren't the sort who will do such a thing. Next, I wasn't happy during dance!!! Worst practice ever after (to me). Nothing good goes right this week! What a luck I've! ): |